Treasure your love ones.

Today i went to the hospital to visit one of my classmates who is in coma right now.  Me and him are just classmate that never talk but when i saw him lying on the bed with so much machine around him.   I cried , i don't know why but i just did.

I really can't imagine if the person who is lying over there is someone that its very close to me. I am afraid of it. We will never know what is gonna happen next , so we really need to treasure each and every moment with our love ones.

We don't even have the rights .

Some people always scold us whenever we reject good guys but do you ever think why we reject ? 
We reject because we don't have feelings for them and what ? you want us to accept them when we have no feelings? Whats the point? Its hurting them even more. In a relationship , we talk about trust , care and feelings. So what , we have trust and care? No feelings this relationship won't go any where. 
Whats the point of you being with me when i have no feelings for you? Will you be happy with me? No you won't. Maybe at the start , you will be okay with it because you want to be with me but when times pass you will start to expect from me which i can't give it to you at the very start. 

People always scold us for hurting others but do you ever thinks of people like us who reject? Never , just because we reject do not means we don't feel bad. Do you thinks we feel happy rejecting others? We feel bad and hurt as well but we don't even have the rights to. 

Things That Annoy Me

People who walk in front of me when i am rushing and she/he is taking their own sweet time.
Hello , if you wanna cat walk please cat walk somewhere else. I know you are not rushing but i am , think of people who is behind you. I am not interested in your fashion show.  -.-

People who stand at the MRT door and decided to be a security guard.  Like what the hell , you stand there and block people who wanna drop out from the MRT even when people already shout "excuse me". Are you deaf or something ? Shouted "excuse me" already you still can stand there act like nothing and continue telling your grandmother story -.- 

Slow wifi !!  Not only annoy me its also piss me off ... -.-

Halloween horror night 4

Hello , yesterday i went to halloween horror night 4 with my friends. Its was my 3rd time going and its was ........ so scary. I did not took any photo with the ghost , monster or whatever it called inside because i was too scared. I even cried omg. There was so much people inside that we waited for kinda long for the house but overall , still worth. We left USS at 11plus because we will already tired and wanted to grab something to eat. After eating , we went to wait for cab to go home and its was so hard to get a cab at that time as others are taking cab home. I was so tired that i sat down by the road side to wait for cab. I reached home at about 3plus am. So goddamn tired but worth it.

Thanks for reading , xoxo <3

Learn to accept .

Nothing everything is meant to be. You can't expect to have everything you want thats nothing else you can do if things really don't meant to be so just accept the fact. We also can't blame them for leaving us because i believe they are feeling sad too when they make this decision.

But why do some relationship fail ? Yes & No? 

Jealousy 
Some people don't like it because they thinks that the partner don't trust them. Trust is something you really need in a relationship. 

Selfishness
When we are selfish we want the praise, support and backing of others; but, we are not willing to give anything in return. If you really love that person, you will give without expectation of receiving anything in return. 

No Time
Mostly we have our stuffs to deal with and don't have time for each other. So the feeling fade when time pass. All of us need that little attention from our partner. 

Learn to accept that some relationship don't meant to be. Someone better is on the way (: