I had thought about it really long before i decided to blog about it and I'm sorry it took so long.
People had asked me what exactly is going on between us so i think its time to let you guys know what exactly happened.
We actually started dating for a period of time before getting into a official relationship. I must say that my previous relationship before him really hurt me hard and he managed to handle my insecurities, my past and my attitude.
Among so many guys , I have never seen anyone treat me how the way he did.The assurance , the care and the love he gave me were true.
I believe I did my part too as a girlfriend and I made sure to changed everything he dislike me doing it to give him the assurance he gave me.
But I guess just like any other relationship , the moment one party decides to stop trying, the relationship would start to fall apart and eventually that's how people break up.
Everything was good between the both of us until i started my Hnitec course. He started being very controlling , he was already controlling when we are dating and we still managed to work it out eventually.
But when we started different course & school , every time we make an effort to resolve things, we just end up hurting each other more. From time to time we try to make amends and make things better, but nothing seems to work. I'm not pointing fingers. I know there is plenty of blame on both sides, I don't think this is a very healthy relationship for either one of us anymore. It's a huge pity that things turn out become like this.
It was a wonderful journey with him and I'm glad it ended now than later.
