We broke up

I had thought about it really long before i decided to blog about it and I'm sorry it took so long. 
People had asked me what exactly is going on between us so i think its time to let you guys know what exactly happened. 

We actually started dating for a period of time before getting into a official relationship. I must say that my previous relationship before him really hurt me hard and he managed to handle my insecurities, my past and my attitude.
Among so many guys , I have never seen anyone treat me how the way he did.The assurance , the care and the love he gave me were true.
I believe I did my part too as a girlfriend and I made sure to changed everything he dislike me doing it to give him the assurance he gave me. 

 But I guess just like any other relationship , the moment one party decides to stop trying, the relationship would start to fall apart and eventually that's how people break up.
Everything was good between the both of us until i started my Hnitec course. He started being very controlling , he was already controlling when we are dating and we still managed to work it out eventually. 

But when we started different course & school , every time we make an effort to resolve things, we just end up hurting each other more. From time to time we try to make amends and make things better, but nothing seems to work.  I'm not pointing fingers. I know there is plenty of blame on both sides, I don't think this is a very healthy relationship for either one of us anymore. It's a huge pity that things turn out become like this. 

It was a wonderful journey with him and I'm glad it ended now than later.

Fly me to Bangkok & Horrible experience with pratunam pavilion hotel.

The last time i went to Bangkok was like few months back with my family and this time i went there with my bf and friends.

Reached airport at 5am .

Chatuchak Market & Asiatique The Riverfront Night Market.

DreamWorld & never managed to play all the ride as i played a ride and felt sick the whole trip but bf win a 5kg bear for me , thanks love. <333


Horrible experience with pratunam pavilion hotel.

This hotel is affordable but the room and service is a negative 10/10 .

The water heater is either too hot or too cold and can never be warm.

There are cockroaches in our room and we caught 2 of them.

When we check-out , the stuff said we broke a glass cup and wanted us to pay 30baht. One of my friend and the other stuff went up to check as we never break any glass cup while waiting the stuff keep asking and asking so my friend paid and my other friend came down and said there's nothing broken and my friend asked his 30baht back and she only pay back 20baht. -.-

I swear their service is super bad. Is this how you earn money?

I'm a alien????????

Happy new year before i start ranting ! Im back after so long.

So yesterday I was eating kfc with my boyfriend and there are 3 China guys beside our table . One of them looked at my leg and told his friends that I am too skinny. Like seriously, what's wrong in Being skinny? I am eating kfc its show that I'm not a diet or anything to be skinny. I born this way and that's nothing I can do about it. Yes you can ask me eat more but do you know I been eating and eating non stop? I been complaining that I'm hungry after a meal and drag my boyfriend to get other food to eat. I eat as and when I want. But fats just don't come and what do you expect? So people need to stop looking at me like I'm a alien. lastly , I AM NOT ON DIET OR ANYTHING. STOP SAYING STUFF LIKE "YOU ON DIET AH?" I EAT LIKE A HUNGRY GHOST SO STOP ASKING ME TO MORE BEFORE I EAT YOU UP AS WELL. *i wish i could*

ONCE AGAIN , HAPPY NEW YEAR *GONGXI GONGXI*